1. I’m still sobbing over The Office ending. So many feelings related to that. I swear I’m an emotionally stable adult. Also the first time I watched that show I was sitting on my bed at my mother’s house. I haven’t slept in that bed since and that’s crazy for me to think about.
2. I’m going to Riot fest in Chicago in September and few things are more exciting to me right now. The line up is amazing and Chicago is amazing and I cannot wait.
The Moldy Peaches - Anyone Else But You
This song came on when my itunes was on random just now and the wave of nostalgia that hit me literally knocked me down. Gonna take a moment to process those emotions while Kimya Dawson and Adam Green are adorable.
My current life strategy is much like that of an ostrich. “What’s that are you talking to me? I can’t hear you because my head is in the ground”
Paramore - Still Into You
Because this was on a mix someone made for me recently and i have all sorts of feelings associated with that.
Last night I saw Kate Nash at the Observatory in Santa Ana. She was basically adorable and awesome and totally inspirational. I took too many pictures, but she was just so lovely, I couldn’t help myself. I made the best show friends (see picture of me looking like a totally goober). It was kind of a perfect night.
Kate Nash - Navy Taxi
So I’m pretty thrilled to see this lady tonight in Santa Ana. She’s one of those artists that just makes me smile and feels so right when I listen to her. I’ve been a bit knocked off my foundation by the actions of some people in my life lately, so this couldn’t come at a better time.
People I care about have been disappearing from my life lately and it’s been tough. I don’t know if it’s harder realizing I didn’t mean as much to them as they did to me or feeling like I was played a fool.
I don’t like that I’m learning not to give people second chances. I don’t like that I’m learning not to let people back in. I don’t like that I’m learning not to trust an apology. I want to believe people. I want to believe in people. I want the same people not to hurt me again and again. And I want that to not be my fault when they do.
I 💜@blackmilkclothing #unclesamswim
Everyone needs to appreciate how adorable this girl is. Alisha, you’re wonderful my friend :)
Alkaline Trio - Kiss You To Death
There will be a day when I won’t only post music on here, hopefully soon, but today is not that day. Some things changed in my life and this doesn’t feel like the most safe space at the moment, at least not the way it used to. Because of that, I’ve been a bit more reserved with sharing my life. However, I adore all of you to bits and do keep up on all the wonderful things you post.
Taking a ride down to your place,
Dropping by in just a while.
And I don’t care if we fuck,
or if we talk,
or if we cry.
I just miss you,
I want to kiss you to death tonight.
Bayside - Mona Lisa
This month is a marathon of amazing shows for me, yet I’m still overwhelmingly excited about seeing Bayside and Alkaline Trio tomorrow. I’ve seen them both before, but there’s something about how I’m feeling emotionally lately that cannot wait to be sweaty and gross as I scream every word to the songs of these 2 fantastic bands.